Ok...so I decided to restart my blog in a hopes that this will be a way of expressing myself to the right people. I left my blog in the summer time cause i was very bad at updating it and it became more of a chore then fun. But it's time for me to start again. I am not going to recap my fall becaise its done and I dont want to go back to it not even through memory. It was a rough road and I did not come out shining...I came out as a failure and have been working on rebuilding myself again. Thats a lot easier said then done. I am working right now on getting back into the word and praying. Praying is something that I have always struggled with. Praying out loud scares the poo outta me and praying alone has gotten to the point where its awkward. And I dont like feeling weird when I pray so Im working on fighting that.
My move to edmonton was very good. I love St Albert so far and plan on staying here for a few years....then again, God may have other plans. I am still looking for work but have a really good lead on a cooks assistant job for Meals on Wheels. I am very excited to start work again and would like prayer that I will shine in my interview and get this job. I know it will be good and it will really challenge my leadership skills which is something that I really want. I am so excited to see what comes out of this and am ready for the challenge.
Though I am still in a rough place spiritually and with a lot of my friends I want to be sure that I trust God with that. That he knows what im going through and that he will soon show me the light at the end of the tunnel. Thats about all I can say right now.
Here is the most recent pict of me. Bye for now!
3 comments:
Leila! Yay you have a blog! I think about you so often I'm glad you have a blog and I can stalk you and see how you are! Edmonton hey! So excited that your liking it there. We are moving back to the island in the summer, I'm not much of a prairie person, I miss the ocean. I'll be praying for you while you job hunt and GOOD LUCK on your interview! Love you Leila!
Leila,
I want to encourage you not to leave the past too far back in the past. While it may not have been amazing, it is still an important part of shaping who you are and who God wants you to be. Don't forget some of the lessons learned as well, while they may be hard to remember right now, there is some important stuff to unpack in there.
It is good to see you blogging again, I shall be reading. I always did check every once and awhile to see if you had updated.
My prayers are with you sister, and I know that God is going to bless you know matter what you do for a job.
As the Squirrel would say; "Love you, but God loves you more!"
Kristen
You are so beautiful inside and out. I am proud of you.
Your inner strength and your relationship with God is amazing and while you may struggle you always know how to get back on the road to Salvation.
I love you. Mom
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