And the result is....negative

Well...it was good while it lasted but I did not succeed in getting the cooks assistant position. Whats next? Im kinda torn because I have no where to turn yet no matter what I do I cant succeed at finding work. If I had money saved up then cool ok I can survive a while, but I have nothing therefore every day is a loss. I just dont know what else to do to speed up this process.

On the other hand this opens up the doors to go back to camp for another summer which is something that I really want to do. I have been thinking and prayiong about it sunce the fall and I really feel called back its just a matter of once again having money for that. I know...money for camp? Unfortunately there are some things that I would still have to pay for like a sponsor child, a storage locker, a cell bill, and rent here in edmonton...so there are quite a few things that I will have to keep up finantially. So I would like to ask for prayer on this decision and for the fact that I do need to find work soon in order to survive. I cant rely on my father anymore...its to much of a burdin on him and makes me feel really bad about how unsuccessful I have been all of this year.

Other than that nothing is new...I spend all of my days laying on the couch watching TV and job searching on the internet since I dont have a car to go out on a daily basis. OOh...this week I did see malayne! It was really good to hang out with someone from kaleo again and really miss getting to see everyone and even talking to them. It's very rare that someone has the time to chat for more than 3 to 5 min. And I also went to missions fest and saw Mel and Ken which was really good. Other than that nothing is new. Hope everyone has a good week and I will update again.