2 weeks and a new position

So I missed a week due to reading break, but I have another one now. Hmm......what happened the week I missed? Oh yeah! I had my summer interview, and I was shocked on how well it went! I felt amazing after, and Amanda really complimented me on how much inproved my answers were. She told me she could see a complete 180 change in me since last spring. So that was really incouraging. Umm...I did homework, I umm...I didnt do much here, but I sure did a lot when I went home. On friday me and my dad hit up the ski hill, caught a few slopes for a day. It was really good. I hung out with my friends a lot, did my homework, umm...I really didn't do much worth mentioning haha. Oh me and 2 friends from summer 07 met up again. We all shared a room, and had so much fun together, so we made a dinner date. On wed I got 2 cavities filled, and had an eye infection, haha. Not that you really needed to know that.

Umm ok so that week was boring....moving on. Since I got back, I came into the room with someone sleeping in our spare bed, that was a bit shocking. Haha my roommates never told me someone was in there. But it's been kinda cool seeing the kaleo students of next year comming here to check out Kaleo. We had our last Lech class, which was pretty good. It's always a lot to consume in that class, but it's good cause I'm done my homework for that class, so I dont have to worry about anything!!! except my next 2 courses. But no, I'm on a good level for homework, which feels awesome! As well as on thursday I was being lazy and checking my facebook and Amanda comes down looking for me. (amanda is the Head Counselor in the summer time, and is helping with staffing until then) I was really hoping that she was going to tell me yes or no for the summer position I applied for. She took me in to the office with a stack of papers in her hand. As I patiently waited for Jordan to exit the room. Haha. She told me Yes. She is really excited to see me in the position of sr counselor. Though she does not want me counseling youth camp at the moment, that could change depending on how the summer goes. I feel really good about finaly being given the opportunity to have this position. Though it took YEARS to get it, Im sure it will be worth it!

Umm...I can't think this week. Ok for youth we went to another church to see the Manafest concert. It was pretty sweet! I love being with those girls. It brings me joy each week to see their smiling faces! I am going to miss them dearly when it's time to say goodbye. Anyways, here's a pict from the concert. This is like the only one that really turned out.

On saturday Shannon and her soon to be husband got baptized. I cryed, I will admit I had tears comming out of my eyes, though I found that day quite emotional for me. I had tears for that, I had tears in our NY meeting, and I had tears in the prayer room. I've been looking back at some of my photos from a year to a year and a half ago, and they crush me! they cause me pain to see them. I feel as though I need to show Amanda where I was a year ago compared to where I am now. I find that people might see a change in me a bit better if they see those pictures. I never thought Id see the day where those pictures would hurt me. But I have. Here's a pict from shannon's baptism.This week we have the very well-known and scary class called.......GOSPELS "duh duh dunnnnnnnnnn" haha. yes hitting up the desk and books once again. Pray that this week will be helpful and that we would all be very focused on this class as we have an exam on friday for it, and we leave on monday for our missions trips. Therefore our trips are all we can really think about right now. Pray for Tom who is going to India, and he just got a cast off and has found it hard to walk again (india is all hiking) Pray for me as I find it hard to stay focused in anything, and pray for every trip. New your, India, and Vancouver. We all need prayers for what's ahead. Umm...yeah so that's about all for now. Next week I will post before I leave and then again when I come back. So you can await that. Hope yo9u are all doing well, and umm....yeah. Have a great week!

The Weeks Continue

Well well, as I sit here at my dest realizing that in 2 months, it will be time to take it down. I've tryed not to think about the end of Kaleo, but it keeps on comming back into my head. Oh well.

This week was a crazy week. I started the week off sick and have been slowly getting better throughout the week. I've had a lot on my mind and have been trying to shove it all behind me until after I get my homework done. Well, that didn't really happen. After slacking this week, I managed to go through my thoughts and figure some of them out. I finally sat down and talked to jim a bit and my father and scheduled the date for my re-baptism. It was a long time in the process, but it is finally here, and I know that it's time to commit myself fully to the Lord without breaking down and falling into a black hole again. I'm really excited. It will be on March 28th at 2 PM here at Qwanoes.

Not much happened throughout the week, it was good to have some time to relax and catch up on my sleep a bit, but I didn't really do much until the weekend. This week at youth it was our turn to plan the night. Jon, Daneille, and Jayme planned the games, and I did the devo. Now if you know me you will know that I SUCK at doing devos without some guidence, which always frustrated me, because I new that I could not become a sr Counselor here at camp without being able to whip out a devo every night or so. So I was like "Ok I can do this easily. It's simple, just use a lofe story and work off of that" so that's what I did, and it turned out to be amazing! I got a lot of compliments on it and I feel like I could do that anytime now! It was also Jon's, Daneille's, and a girl at youth Sasha's birthdays this week. So me and michelle decided to bake them a cake and decorate it and surprise them at youth. So friday night we went to Michelle's house for dinner, and I kept on slipping into the bedroom to decorate the cake that was in their closet. Hahaha it was so much fun. Here's a pict of them in the closet, and the 3 birthday people.

Once again, the wonderful singles awareness day aka. valentines day came around. me and Laura the FSM had planned to do something special to make it a good day for everyone. I planned out the decorations and such, and laura made a sweet short-order menu for brunch. It was a really good time! I set up a photo backdrop with hearts on it for people to go to and take picts, and it turned out really well. I was quite happy with everything that was done. Here are a few pict's from heart day.

This week, well tomorrow actually, we are hitting a ski hill, doing tonz of homework, and going places for reading break. It will be good to go home again. I need to be with my cat for a while. Hahaha. Anyways, it's short this week, but not much happened that would be interesting...........oh yeah, on heart day.......Shannon Allison got Engaged!!!!! So I have another wedding to go to some time in the near future hahahaha. Ooh, pray for me this week PLEASE. I have my summer interview on wednesday and I'm ready for it, but it would be good if God would keep me positive and feeling good about it. So pray for that. Other than that I will see you later. Have a great week, and God bless!!!

Changed my Mind

I was just going to use the letter as my blog post this week, but I changed my mind.

Anyways, where to begin? Well, on monday I went home for the day to try and replace all my ID cards and such. It was extremely anoying to have to do it, but hey. I saw a few friends and managed to squeeze enough knowledge out of my brain to talk my dad into loaning me the money for a new camera. So I now own a Canon 40D. Yes yes I know, it's a canon not a nikon. It was a hard decision, and I would not say that I am completely happy with it, but I really didn't want to get the same one as I had before, or the one that was a step up, because if I do get my other one back then I will have two that are basicly the same. And the one that I did want would of sucked my bank account dry, and I needed to buy a flash with it to make it even work which in total would of come to over $2000. so that was upsetting, but hey. I'm happy with the canon for now. I've found it usefull as the week has moved on because jordan and phil both have canon's and have been able to help me out with figuring my way around the camera. So that's been really cool. Here's a pict of me with it.

This week we had class again. We had Old Testament which was actually interesting. And our prof was so cool! I found a lot of information helpfull. Our exam was quite hard and im pretty sure I bombed it, but I'm praying that I will still pass the class. It was a really cool week though. That's the class I've been waiting for to help me with my biblical knowledge. I've been kind of bored this week I dont know why, but I cant seem to entertain myself outside of homework. So that's when I decided to pick up my camera and try to shoot the amazingly beautiful moon that was outside reflecting off the ocean. I was failing at capturing it, so phil and I went out after worship and he changed 80 million things on my camera, andlet me use his freakishly amazing lense that I want, and I got the shot. Here's a pict of it below. That made my night to know that my camera can do something like that with a few changes.

Youth this week was sweet. I absolutely love my youth group and I'm going to be heartbroken when I have to leave them. This week we went to a member of the churches house to play rockband. I decided to spice things up a bit by dressing up. I kind of scared the kids at first, but then they started to get into the game of me and my costume, and were hanging out with me as I danced like a crazy person. That was a lot of fun.

Keep me and the thief in your prayers, I really want to find this person and try to help her regain her true being, and I'm pretty sure that that is impossable. And she just needs prayer, for it has been shown that God wants to to something with this thief, and now it's a matter of keeping her in our prayers so God can keep on changing her lifestyle. Through this I can see great things happening.

This week not much is exciting, we were supposed to go snow camping, but mount washington decided not to have enough snow anymore, so we are having another guys/girls night. Iwas kind of upset about that because I was really looking forward to being together as a group, but oh well. Im sure it will be fun. Other than that all that we are really doing is homework. So pray that I will be able to keep my focus, cause I need it right now. Umm...other than that, not much is new or is about to go on. Hope your week is a good one, and I will hope to talk to you sometime. See ya!

Missions Fest!!!!!!

Hey hey everyone. What a week this was. I'm almost amazed at how much someone can do in a week. It started out with finnishing up the prayer room and heading into a hectic week. We had class monday and tuesday which was sweet, didn't do much on monday but I did finally spill out the fact that I was feeling left out of the kaleo group a lot. During worship there was a time for sharing, so I finally piped up and let it all out. After that I felt a lot better knowing that the truth was out. On tuesday we had a fireside (which if you do not remember what that is it's when we go to random staff members houses) I went to Isaac's house, allthough he had forgotten about the fireside, so we went to coffee on the moon and super store. It was me, deb, and Aaron. It was fun! Wed we had a crazy day. It was finally time for someone to share her story. It was hard, and a long one, but she did a really good job in getting the courage to let it out. Then the new york team had a meeting with 2 special guests....KIM AND KIM!!!!! Then came from NY to do some stuff here in canada and speak to us. I miss them SO much and was SO happy to see them again. After that I did a bit of homework then hit a yearbook meeting where we were presented with our team shirts!!! They are SO amazing. Jordan did a really good job on them. Then later on that night me and Amelia had a chat. It was really good. It was good to be able to see eye to eye with someone about some things and such. I really enjoyed talking to her. Here's a pict of the shirt by the way. Then it was time to pack up and head to.......MISSIONS FEST!!!!!

So my time at missios fest was both rewarding and painful. It started out fine, I was using crutches because my knee cap moved and that caused my leg to swell and have a lot of pain. So that was the first adventure. When we got there we went shopping and such and hung out at the church that we were sleeping at and went to bed. The next morning we woke up and went to a muslum mosque (dont know if I spelt that right) That was interesting. We were all shocked at how close to christianity it was. Then we were driving to a temple when the van needed gas. So we (jordans van) start to turn into the gas station and BAM! we hit a car that tryed to drive past jordan as we swerved out a bit to make the corner. So that was umm....for me scary seeing as crashes are my biggest fear in life, but for others interesting I guess. Although Jordan was not the slightest bit impresses hahaha. Then we got to the temple, listened to a guy with a strong accent talk about cow poo and pray in a different language. It was scary and you could feel the bad spirits around the room. But hey, at the end of it we got samosas!!! Hahaha Then it was time to hit the real missions fest. it was really neat. I went to a youth rally that was amazing and hung around looking at booths, met up with friends, and got a surprise visit from a friend back home!

The next day started out fine, woke up, packed up, went to missions fest, went to a session about God's daughters praying, met up with friends, went for lunch, and then the crazyness began. My camera bag is huge, and really heavy. Walking with crutches with that on your back is hard. So I set it down behind the qwanoes booth and went around with friends to the booths and such. Then we went into the hall and waited for another friend to come. When we found her I went back in to get my bag cause I wanted my camera.....and it was gone. After finding out that no one at the booth saw it, no one had turned it in, and it was not with me I went to security. At this moment I have lost basicly $3000 worth of camera gear, an ipod, bible and note books, and many other small items. Some one stole it, and I dont know if I will ever get it back. This has crushed me. Driving back to the ferry after missions fest I started crying again, and Alivia was rubbing my shoulder and Jordan was causiously whispering to Jen that I was crying and it was kinda funney, cause no one there has ever really seen me cry before. I cryed a total of 5 times that day, and the last time was crying myself to sleep. It really felt good to be able to cry again and not really hide it. Though I feel sorry for Jordan cause I was right behind him, and I was kinda loud hahaha. Anyways, that's why I have no pictures of missions fest. They are stolen. I'm asking for prayer for an answer to this situation. And for my heart to feel better cause I'm pretty angry at myself for not thinking twice when I was leaving my bag there. Other than that I had a great time.

This week we have classes again, and I am heading home for one day to get all my ID replaced and a new bank card and such. But I will be back in class on tues. I hope you are doing well kristen cause It seems that she is the only person who reads this hahahaha jk jk. Anyways, have a great week and God bless!

This was one crazy week

So this week was full of stuff......good and bad. Lots and lots of stuff. It started out with a nice skating trip for fun. It was fun except for the fact I suck at skating. But some of the girls came and helped me which made me feel a little less embarassed, but I still looked like a first timer hahahaha. Anyways.......Here's a pict from it. Then it was time for me to do my chapel I had planned for a while. It went really well. Though I was quite nervous, I was still able to lead it well. In that chapel we found out some news from a student about a situation that came up at home that was not the least bit good. It was emotionally upsetting to see this girl cry with pain and confusion. We are still praying that the outcome would be successful.

The next day we had an exam that.....well we just won't talk about. That night the new york team met for dinner and a movie. The movie was showing us what we would be seeing when we went down for our missions trip in NY. It was really eye-opening, and kind of scary to think that there is such a huge risk going down there. A small chance of something happening due to the rules we have to follow, but the chance is still there. I am really looking forward to it though. Still trying to raise money for it. (hint hint)

Anyways, lately there has been a lot going on in my mind. I've had a lot of people that I have wanted to talk to and haven't had the chance really. It's kind of frustrating. But it's been cool cause I've been talking to my youth girls a lot. I can't help but laugh at some of the things that they are struggling, cause it brings me back to when I was their age, and makes me remember how I was also struggling with some of the same things. At that age, it feels like the world sucks, and everything in life sucks. And now I'm finally at the age where I can turn around and remember those times, and use my experiences as examples to the kids at my youth! It's pretty exciting to finally be able to do that in life.

This week we have a 24/4 week of prayer (dont ask why it's split up, it just is) we are hitting up Van and going to missions fest, and we have a few small things here and there again. I'm really excited because a bunch of people that I ABSOLUTELY LOVE are comming to camp/Im going to see them at missions fest. So that's pretty sweet! I'm really looking forward to this week/the weeks comming. Right now I'm sitting on the couch in the kaleo office with my leg up on a pillow cause my knee's being a poo-face. I've been here like all day cause I dont want to use it to much. Anyways, pray that I will stay alert, and do well with all my homework that is comming my way. I'm really worried about that. And also prayer that me and the other students who are going to my church would have an extra amount of energy for our youth. We are starting to slow down due to homework, classes, and everything else that is going on. so It would be good to get a bit more energy. Still waiting to read comments from ppl who actually read this.....it'd be good to know that you are still alive hahaha. Kay kay, love ya all and have a good week. Till next time.....

The feeling of progression

Well, I survived the week up at Mt, Washington without getting hurt. Though there are 4 others who cannot say the same. Haha Jayme and Malayne both broke an arm each, Deb got a concussion, and Aaron got 11 stitches in a cut finger! Not bad for 5 days huh! Anyways, keep them in prayer for a fast recovery and a good one too. Anyways, this week was amazing. our 5 day ski trip came just in time due to the mountain running out of snow. I was mostly skiing on ice and dirt which really sucked, but it was not horrable. But it was a really good trip. Monday we left bright and early and headed up island to the mountain. That was the day that Malayne broke her arm. Umm...oh yeah, I decided that it was finally time to learn how to ski properly, so I took a lesson for intermediate skiers. No one else showed up so I got a private lesson with a girl named kathryne. I was kind of scared to see how hard it would be to correct everything about my style of skiing, but she was really good with me. It helped so much. She was really interested in Kaleo and was glad to see that I was willing to do something that scared me. (AKA Go down a hill properly) But the lesson turned out to help emensly.

We had a chapel each night which was really good. On tues night we discussed our names that were given to us on the SALTS ship. Some people got theirs changed, others just needed some encouragement about their name. I decided to mention how my name "eager" suit me a lot, and how I've been growing into the name "nurturer" through taking care of Kaelin and some of my youth girls. But then I decided to take a huge step by asking to see who put a name on my prayer sheet. There was a name someone wanted to give me. I don't remember exactly what it was, but it was something like broken wreck or something. It really hurt the day I saw that on my sheet and needed do know why that person thought that was good for me. Shannon told me that it was her, and she described why. Unfortunately it was true. There were some others that said stuff to about how I tend to hide, and dont talk much or express my opinion. And yeah that's true. After growing up with friends that did not treat me well I decided that hiding from others would give me less of a chance of being judged. And I used to speak up when I was younger, but my friends would always shoot me down and tell me that my ideas were stupid. Therefore, I stopped giving my opinion and eventually have just stopped talking almost alltogether. I have found that wherever I go whether here at kaleo, with my friends back home, or even my parents, I'm not heard. I speak but I get ignored most of the time. Over the years I have just stopped talking loudly and now find it hard to talk at all. I think that's part of the problem with talking to Jordan. I can't seem to talk because I'm scared of him judging me. Anyways, so it was good to hear that there is some things that I should change now, and that people here want to help. Sorry for the venting there.

But all in all the names took to chapels to go through, and it was good to say things and hear what others have to say. Wednesday we changed up our routene a bit and most of us hit up some snowshoeing, while 4 went X-country skiing, and the injured stayed back in the house. This was my most favourite day of the whole week. I really was expecting it to suck, but I absolutely loved it! We built like mini snow caves and then jumped on them and colapsed them, we ran around throwing snow at eachother, or if we were Jim we were throwing hearts, we slid and fell down hills as we ran down the mountain (I ran into a tree at one point hahaha) and we just hung out and had a blast!!! I really enjoyed it, here are a few picts from that.

Then thurs and friday it was back to skiing. It was extremely tiring, but so much fun. I am thanking God for letting the snow stay, and for keeping the majority of us safe.

This upcomming week consists of one day of class, and a lot of homework time with a few random things stuck inside the week. I have a few people that I need to talk to so it would be good to get prayer for those conversations that they go well and are positive. And as well for this summer. My application has been handed in and I'm really scared to see what God does with me this summer. But other than that nothing is really new. I am missing home a bit, but that is to be expected when I am tired and have a lot to do here. Thank you all for your support so far through the forst semester. Keep me posted on what you are doing, and leave me a note if you wanna. I love reading comments. Love you all lots! Take care

2009!!!

Happy New Years Everyone! Well I hope you have all said goodbye to last year and are all feeling good about the year ahead. I know I am. I started off the new year at a wonderful place called staff retreat. Here's a picture from our banquet.
Already it's been an interesting experience for the year. The morning of Jan 1st me and 10 other guys jumped into the ocean for a sec for the polar beat swim. It had just snowed so the ground was freezing and it took like 5 hours to warm up fully again. It was torture! But I loved it. Later on that night I went on the ferry to visit a friend on the mainland. While seeing her God gave me a huge opportunity to help out her and her sister with a family situation that rose up. It was really cool that God brought me there at that time to be with her and her sister.

After a few days it was time to go back to Kaleo. I went home for a few hours to finnish my homework and see my parents one more time, unfortunately 5 min before I am about to head back to Kaleo, the malahat gets closed due to snow! So I got to spend an extra night at home then got picked up by the interns the next day. It's really good to be back.

During staff retreat, one of my youth girls came cause she was working a week in the summer time. It was cool to see her there. She's been struggling with life and it was really encouraging to see her come to camp instead of go to a party and find herself in trouble. She is applying for CIT which I think she could really use. Im so excited to see where God takes her this summer. She's been climbing out of a ditch and isn't doing to badly. It's been a blessing from God to watch her grow through her life experiences. It brings me back to when I was her age, and how I didnt think about the future much, how everything in the now was so dramatic, and growing closer to God was at the end of my life list. It's cool to see.

This week our classes started up again. Theology of Mission. Don't ask me what it's about cause I don't fully know yet hahaha. Pray for focus and energy for not just me but the whole class as we will have a LOT of homework to do soon. I'm excited to learn what this is about, our prof. seems pretty cool. other than that, not much is happening. Keep in touch everyone. I'd love to hear from you. God bless!!!