From negative to positive

Well....where do I begin. I have 2 jobs! After waiting a month and applying at 66 different places I have managed to get a fulltime job at mc donalds as you new and a parttime job at the Cash Store. So im pretty excited. That was the good news for the week. I start at MD on monday, and the CS on tuesday. Lets see how balancing 2 jobs goes.

Other than that Ive been dealing with a lot of rejection lately. You knew about my rejection from my parents last time I blogged and it only goes up as i have friends who have rejected me (no dori im not talking about you dont worry) and 2 people that ment a lot in my life. My kaleo interns. After waiting about 3 weeks to get a responce from a previous email I decided to give up on ever getting it. I went to see if there was anything new with them by looking on twitter and discovered I had been blocked, so I went to facebook and saw that I had been deleated. I dont really know what I did! I messaged them and asked them for an explination as to why they had taken these actions and im praying for a response but am doubtfull of getting one. The part that hurts is that it is just me they have deleated...none of the other K6's. Just me. So im really broken and confused about this and just what to know what I did.

Other than those things nothing is new. As I type this I realize that I only have one more day left of sitting around. Thats good in a way yet also sad. Ive had a lot of time alone and its been good but im ready to be around people other than the ones I live with. Ooh, ive taken on a new hobby...doing puzzles. I decided that I wanted to teach myself patience more than anything and so I decided to take on doing puzzles. Ive spent 9 hours on one so far and its been really relazing and injoyable. I cant wait to be done butthats why I need to do this so I can become more patient and I hope it rubbs off of me towards others as well. (did that make sence?) So we will see how that turns out. As for you guys, I hope you have an amazing week. Lemme know how you are doing. I havent heard from a lot of you for a while (I donno who even reads this hahaha) ok bye for now!

To Be Humbled

Well you are looking at the blog of a new Mc Donalds employee....I did it. I stepped out of my comfort zone and applied as a place that I did not want to be seen working at. When I got the call for an interview I was really upset because that was the last place I wanted to work, but I took it wondering why. I new that it was because God was gonna teach me a lesson through giving me the job that I didnt want but I couldnt think of the right word until jenna told me maybe god was teaching me how to be humble! Aaaah thats the word I was trying to place in the puzzle. I new I was gonna get hired even before I had the interview. Thankfully though, I am being trained for the position of might manager for the graveyard shift. Haha im kinda excited in a way. So the job hunt is over and im just glad to stop looking. It was to tiring.

On another note, I really need prayer. I have been fighting with my dad and step mom constantly about neumerous different things all yeah, and Im sick of it. Im sick of them not seeing my point and not willing to agree with my point. Ive tryed everything! Them refusing to agree with me and my points have caused me to be very angry. I have a huge tempor towards them because I cant get my point across. Even when I state a verse in the bible they refuse to accept it. I really need prayer to get rid of my anger and help them understand how I feel about whatever the situation may be. Its been a tough road and its only been getting worse with them. Its at the point when its easier for me to not inform them of my life or phone them because then arguments dont sprout. At this rate by next christmas I probably will have stopped all contact with them, and I dont want it to get to that point. So if I could get some prayer for that that would be great. Thank you! Have a good week.!

PS.....GO CANADA!!!!!!!